A high achieving young man brimming with genius and incredible promise shockingly succumb to the devastation of depression and drug use. Starting with the day her son went missing, this is a true story of a mother's indescribable anguish and the esoteric spiritual experiences she underwent after his death. In an authentic and unwavering voice, she imparts her son's intimate story and offers real wisdom for others:To Understand-How depression affects an individual and a family, from both points of viewTo Feel and Empathize-What it is to struggle with drug use and addictionTo Perceive-The unbearable pain that suicide leaves behindTo be Encouraged-Insight into discerning our passed loved ones as animate spirits.Depression and suicide are ripping through communities in record numbers. Throwing It All Away gives an uninhibited look at one family's struggle with suicidal ideation and the mystery of peace after death.