On my book My Life Past & Present: I tell about adventures in my life some good and some bad but I survived it all, for years I listened to shit that my family and other's were saying it made me feel that I was nothing and never would be anything but since my Parents died and the other's from my past as my Parent's have no communication with me whatsoever I am a better person and happier in my life, I don't mean to sound cold but I love my life today but before I hated it.