And I'm writing poetry about it and the poems of my son's life at a young adult age so I hope you understand it and feel free to read it over again just to make sure you have it understood my son's life was stopped from the age of 24 to the age of 27 he had to start all over again in his life because of everything that happened in the year of 2019 shown here by the poems as you read what he goes through emotionally overwhelming lean and his life what we could solve together as a family in him alone trying to put himself back together I hope that he one day we'll figure it out what we're doing in our lives and make it better before life in my son is the only boy I have now.