Longing to be loved within that world of child maltreatment is a universe of emotions as music is written. Reflections playing with our minds at different times. The wings of darkness, illumination of spiritual aspirations and those reins, hold sanity from a fall. With this I shall say, never do I write which is not felt and neither shall I write what is not understood. Child abuse will steal twenty or more years of your life, as it took my siblings one by one.