As I sit on the bus displayin my emotions to the publicI struggle hard tryna realize the true beauty and blessing that's been placed upon my body. A blender of emotions I lend to the sender who renders me incompetent; I cannot understand the complexities of this life. Struggling to be the depiction of someone's future wife.That's the end goal right?This book is the final light guiding through a path of mistrust, abandonment, and emotional abuse with forgiveness that ensues with the quest to piece together a soul colorfully containing peace, acceptance and love.Cola embarks on a personal journey overcoming trauma, mental health battles and conflicts while growing personally and maturing into a woman who is resilient and ready to re enter and conquer the world. This book blends poetry and her narrative voice to share her story and inspire others to never give up and push through life's challenges.