Worst Best Friend Ever: A best friends to lovers military romance

I started writing to Cody two years ago while he was stationed at a base overseas. I've told him everything about my life...only I slightly embellished some parts. Like the fact that I'm really into sports, have a serious boyfriend, and I'm in my fifties. I had my reasons, you see, but now he wants to meet and I'm scared he's going to think I'm a big liar. So I decide to tell him that I'm his penpals daughter, yeah, nothing like adding oil to the fire. But when we meet I can't help but think how handsome he is and how I want more. But how can I ever start a relationship with someone that doesn't really know the real me? Am I the worst best friend ever?