There are moments where a clarity falls. Moments where a simple observation brings a rush of memory, a rush of feelings that were left behind - a reminder of the fears of what laid ahead, a fear of the consequences for the choices made: A moment where everything experienced distills and brings awareness to the present, greater understanding of all that is occurring and un-equivocating knowing of what is held most dear. Those moments strike disconcert; humility that lay one bare, that fall hard as a heavy punch straight in the gut.