just be a good girl

As a ten year old girl, Deja Young goes through a dehumanizing ordeal with someone new that entered her life. Dealing with this ordeal along with serious family issues, made growing up for Deja a lot harder than it had to be. But Deja does grow up with traumatizing memories that haunt her like a ghost. Deja flows through what she knows as a normal pattern of life although she wishes one thing would change. As doubtful as she is, Deja wishes her love life would change. She is waiting for her "knight in shining amour eventually finds one. However, she doesn't trust herself, her faith, or her knight to know it.