“I don’t know how I could ever have been in love with him. Passion, lust …but it wore off pretty quickly once I realized I was just another of his accessories.”“Then why are you hanging on?”“Because I know him. In spite of all the bullshit, I know him better than anyone else, and I know he didn’t do it. Taking another man's life . . . he couldn't have . . . I just know it. I won’t abandon him.