I Am Finally Free: Straight from the Heart, Soul, and Mind

I'M FINALLY FREE I WENT THROUGH MOST OF MY LIFE ON DRUGS THAT WOULDN'T LET ME BE ME. I WAS SO TIRED BY MY LAST RUN. I ROBBED MYSELF OF HAVING FUN. MY LIFE WAS FULL OF SO MANY TWISTS AND TURNS UNTIL THE DAY THAT I CRASHED AND BURNED. LEAVING MYSELF WITH NO SENSE OF DIRECTION, I WAS AFRAID TO LOOK AT MY OWN REFLECTION. DISCOMBOBULATED MOST OF THE TIME, MY LIFE AS I ONCE KNEW IT WAS GONE. I FELT SO OUT OF PLACE, DIDN'T EVEN SEE MYSELF AS PART OF THE HUMAN RACE. I WAS DEVOID OF ALL FEELING; MY LIFE HAD NO TRUE MEANING. I WENT FROM PILLAR TO POST MY SKIN REMINDED ME OF THAT OF A GHOST. I WAS SO RAIL THIN THE DRUGS REALLY DID A NUMBER ON ME IN THE END. FAMILY AND FRIENDS WERE FEW, I WAS ALL ALONE I FELT MY LIFE WAS THROUGH. THE PEOPLE THAT I ONCE THOUGHT WERE THERE, LOOKING BACK THEY ALL CEASED TO CARE, TO ME THAT WASN'T FAIR. COULDN'T THEY SEE THAT I WAS IN A DARK HOLE TRYING TO DIG MY WAY OUT? IF YOU'RE NOT ON ANY DRUGS NOW DON'T GET CURIOUS TRYING TO SEE WHAT DRUGS ARE ABOUT. IF I HAD NOT TOOK THAT FIRST DRINK OR DRUG MAYBE I WOULDN'T HAVE MISSED OUT ON MY FAMILY'S LOVE. TODAY I AM NO LONGER IN THAT DARK AND DISMAL PLACE; I HAVE FINALLY REJOINED THE HUMAN RACE. I HAVE A SENSE OF WHO I TRULY AM; I'M NO LONGER A LOST LAMB. YES I AM FEEL FINALLY FREE, I NOW ENJOY MY LIFE AND I'VE LEARNED TO LOVE ME NOW THAT THE DRUGS ARE GONE I NOW SEE, WITH GOD IN MY LIFE HOW COULD I NOT BE?