My relationship with DeShawn hung on by a thread. I was pushing 40 and desired marriage and kids with him, but another part of me wanted to see if there was someone better out there. Then DeShawn's old college buddy, Robert, paid us a visit and turned my world upside down. DeShawn and Robert were polar opposites. DeShawn was bombastic, while Robert flew under the radar. But the way Robert stared at me made me feel things I hadn't in a while. Robert intrigued me. So much so that I wanted to see how different he was in the bed.