I wrote this book as a reminder of my past life and how God is so merciful. He will always turn situations around when you least expect it. It is also a reminder of my ups and downs, but mostly about how I lived my life putting God aside for my worldly pleasure. I was searching for love in all the wrong places. It is about family, relationships, friends, my four marriages and the church. Also about all the disappointments I went through until I was willing to surrender all my life to God. He has been faithful to me even though I did not deserve it. However He blessed and restored me for being obedient to Him.