Get a peek inside the mind of a preacher's daughter. Read the red flags in my raw, uncut diary of the first year of an abusive relationship. I was a single mother, a second-year college student, and a passionate writer, but I lost my passion for writing in a new relationship. I lost my grip on my own reality. He became my world. In time, his passion became my passion, and he had a true obsession with himself. He loved that I loved him. This is my diary from 2014–2015. It details the beginning of an abusive cycle that would last for six years before I broke that cycle. This book may be used as a guide, but it is my healing journey. It was therapeutic to write. It's important to feel your feelings, and to be honest with yourself. This book is all about my feelings. I was able to reflect on some things that have happened and the signs I missed. It's important to know the signs of abuse. This book is the first release of a series.