As I finish this, I almost question if it is a "Book" or is it more of a "Soliloquy." The dictionary definition of soliloquy is: "speaking one's thoughts aloud when by oneself, regardless of any hearers." I will make my own adjustments to that definition: in this case it is me writing about my thoughts, ramblings, poems, and revelation of my heart's adventure in the journey called life as I travel down the rocky road of death, grief, sorrow and recovery.