I was once human and a child of God. My family and I resided in Congave, Mississippi. Even though I was a child of God, I was a hard man and a little cold with emotions and feelings. I soon was blessed to feel and not be so hard. I let my guards down with God and soon fell in love with a woman I was introduced to in the church. I’ve never felt so good in my life. We soon married and started a family. My wife and I had a seven-year-old boy named Josh and a five-year-old girl named Janice. My wife’s name was Helen and I’m John Matthews. Everything was beautiful until one rainy, stormy night. It was thundering and lightening, and I can remember asking God, Why did you let this happen!