When you are feel you are at a crossroad in life, it is when life is most urgently trying to grab your attention, alert you of the race, and let you know that it is swift and you must endure to the end. I have gotten the message and therefore have awaken, knowing what God and mankind is asking me to do, which is to be great, being great in every field of human of endeavor. Knowing and remembering, that life is a pledge process, sometimes life seems like you can endure it, while other times you feel like you can't. No matter the hand life deals, we must remind ourselves, that without God, we could never be exactly what we are today, in that along the way, either us, or someone close to us prayed for our continuous existence. I was once told and now understand, nothing is too hard for God, for this I know and in response, I say thank you God for preserving me, when I failed to quite plainly preserve myself.